Tiny Tia Lindsay-Orchard

ANGER

Nothing we can do...





There is nothing we can do is all they would say
If you are miscarrying just go home and stay
Don't come in here bothering us
Crying and causing a scene
It is after all just a miscarriage
The doctor you should trust.

These words to me sounded so mean
So cold and cruel and unkind
Just a miscarriage indeed
This was my baby dying.

To the hospital so many times
I had to load up and go
The first time I was alone..in the waiting room they put me
Sitting alone and crying
Horrid thoughts running through my mind
Had my baby already died?

My doctor refused to see me
I bled and I hurt so much
The pain was more than physical
It penetrated my very being
To the depths of my heart and soul.

I will never forget the insensitivity
The lack of compassion or shame
For the way they treated me or my Angel
They never as a person wanted to claim.
They pretended it was really nothing...just a miscarriage after all.

My baby I caught in my hands
And their words rang through my head
"Don't come in here crying and causing such a scene
It is after all just a miscarriage"
So what did this life in my hands then mean?

they were meant to be a living being
Who God had blessed me with
A child of His bestowed on me
To love and cherish and miss.

they loss was not just a miscarriage
they were my baby child
In Heaven they now lies sleeping
So sweet, innocent and mild.

I love you Baby
Your life was not in vain
My heart you touched so deeply
And through your life and death
We all had so much to gain.

A beautiful angel in heaven
Who I know looks down on me
Knowing her mummy sends all her love
And will let the world know for her baby
She will not hesitate to cause a scene.
For her loss was more than just a miscarriage
The end of the little life with in her growing
The beginning of her Angel getting wings.

Debbie Orchard (Mummy) December 5, 2008

With Love

AN ANGEL NEVER DIES

Don’t let them say I wasn’t born

That something stopped my heart

I felt each tender squeeze you gave,

I’ve loved you from the start

Although my body cannot hold.

It doesn’t mean I am gone,

This world was worthy, not, of me,

God chose that I move on

I know the pain that drowns your soul,

What you are forced to face,

You have my word, I’ll fill you arms,

Someday we will embrace,

You’ll hear that it was “meant to be,

God doesn’t make mistakes”,

But that wont soften your worst blow,

Or make your heart not ache,

I am watching over you ,

Another child you’ll bear,

Believe me when I say to you,

That I am always there

There’ll come a time, I promise you,

When you will hold my hand,

Stroke my face and kiss my lips,

And then you’ll understand

Although I’ve never breathed your air,

Or gazed into your eyes,

That doesn’t mean I never “was”

An angel never dies….love always Jacks Nanna.xxxxx

Rosemary Cox December 5, 2008

miss you

i miss waking up in night to go wee, i miss hating the smell of coffee, i miss running to be sick. i miss knowing you part of me...

♥ ln our hearts you will always stay ♥
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Debbie Orchard (Mummy) December 4, 2008

mummy`s baby x

A little present from me to you
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Debbie Orchard (Mummy) December 4, 2008

“An Angel in the book of life,
wrote down our baby’s birth
and whispered as she closed the book…
too beautiful for earth…”

Dean Lindsay (Daddy) December 4, 2008

tiny baby footprints..

Baby Footprints

These are my tiny footprints, so perfect and so small.
These tiny footprints, never touched the ground at all.

Not one tiny footprint, for now I have my wings.
These tiny footprints were meant for other things.

You will hear my tiny footprints, in the patter of the rain.
Gentle drops like angel tears, of joy and not from pain.

You will see my tiny footprints, in each butterfly's lazy dance.
I'll let you know I'm with you, if you give me just a chance.

You will see my tiny footprints, in the rustle of the leaves.
I will whisper names into the wind, and call each one that grieves.

Most of all, these tiny footprints, are found in Mummy's heart
Because even though I'm gone now, we'll never truly apart

Debbie Orchard (Mummy) December 3, 2008